One of the things I often tell others when they ask me to tell them something about me is "I love really big" and part of this is that I feel like I have a huge heart. This heart problem however often gets me into trouble because I feel like it's broken more often than not, but generally not for me but for others.
I was even told recently "remember this isn't about you, this didn't happen to you" in reference to an ache I felt for the loss a dear friend was going though. This type of statement cuts to my core. What I'm finally figuring out is this heart issue is much bigger than having a heart the size of a giant or even just an enlarged heart for an average person. My heart issue is a direct result of a spiritual gift that my Father has entrusted me with.
I can't and won't keep apologizing who don't understand my heart problems. If during a conversation I share with you I express that my heart is hurting, broken, or full of joy for a friend or loved please understand that's just it. No more and no less.
I simply just Love Big! How about you?
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